I had a son when I was only 18 with a stripper of all things,and hes now 13 and she has now decided I cant see him anymore unless I get back with her coz she hates seeing me happy with my new wife and kids . Id give him the world and coz im lucky enough to be retired I used to run his football team and his go-karting club etc just so I had time with him away from my family. My wife loves and treats him like I son and ive been with her since he was 1 and now shes gone to csa and said ive never had him or paid a penny towards him shes has upped and moved and I didn't think I was gonna miss him as much as I do but its soo hard. But im lucky I have a amazing wife who loves my cars and bikes and 2 young kids that when I wake em up for school and see there smiles on there faces makes me lucky/blessed to be alive and have a wonderfull family. I have felt so low in my life at times and so happy now but if it wasn't for friends and family and kids I would be nothing. So chin up and keep positive and hopefully it will all work out in the end