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  1. Not to mention the fact I was in/out of hospital every few days for nearly 2 months... Only person I know that had an issue already had what they needed, so yes, all sorted
  2. I know she slept with someone, she isn't smart enough to make up something and is too blunt to lie to me. At least she told me whilst I was still here But the fact she wasn't willing to fight just proved it all What does and probably always will puzzle me, is that I saw her in August for her birthday, we spent 4 months apart and then I saw her at the end of 2013 again just to get things sorted. 4 months is 16 weeks. Yet just 5 weeks after I saw her in November, she feels the need to have someone else and claims that she was "lonely" and needed "human contact". All a bunch of bullsh1t of course, but just doesn't make any sense when I'd given her all she ever wanted, and more. But, one of life's great mysteries that I will never have any closure on, and I just have to live with it, rebuild and learn from it Cheers I've got one, just no track time. At least I can't get black-flagged again
  3. POF is w@nk too many desperate bitches on there! And the rest are all stuck up their own arse! Trust you to be positive Dan Yeah, but the alternative would have been forever wondering what might have been? Better to regret something you have done than something you haven't... (Unless it lead to death / maiming). Welcome back Smudge, your Rare JDM Engine Cover still has pride of place in my bay! Exactly that mate, would rather have gone and fcuked up than not done it at all. At least this way I know that it just wasn't meant to happen and nothing I could do to change that Keep it nice and sparkly! You still here?! FFS.... I'll come give you a big smooch at Japfest fella
  4. Nah, it will forever be associated with her. Was supposed to be our new life and a new start in a new country. So being out there completely on my own just wouldn't cut it, and I'd miss everything I left back home. At least when I was leaving people before, I would have had her and her family to help me settle in
  5. 2000 miles, thats like driving across Birmingham for us Canadians . . although the views are way better here . . as long as you drive round Saskatchewan as thats flat as a witches t1t I will miss places like Calgary, Lake Louise and the Rocky Mountains in general, some EPIC views And the whole Canadian lifestyle seemed pretty sweet and laid back. Some people said I should still go, I've still got my visa and probably could still start the job I had set up, but just wouldn't be the same
  6. Cheers guys Doogy, I'm afraid I won't be joining you in Canadialand my friend! Although I think we established we'd still be about 2000miles apart?
  7. That is the only blessing I've been able to take from the whole thing, although if it was a few years down the line and she told me, I reckon I could just let it go The worst part is that after giving absolutely all I could for her, she couldn't give me a reason why she did it. And then wasn't even willing to try and fight for me to still go over there, so it was just so obvious that I wasn't wanted for whatever reason and decided to stay in the UK it sucks so hard and hurts like hell. And unfortunately there's always unanswered questions. Best thing to come out of it is all you need to think about is yourself now do your own thing, spend your money on what you want Etc and just enjoy life again. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk Exactly that mate Was the worst I have ever felt, took 2 weeks off work and literally looked myself in my house for nearly 6 days, turned my phone off and just cut off everything. But after I was through that I just decided that I need to make myself better and stronger than I was before, and if I could alter my entire life for another person, imagine how I can alter it for myself. Won't be easy and will be a long time yet until I'm where I want to be, but I'll get there
  8. That is the only blessing I've been able to take from the whole thing, although if it was a few years down the line and she told me, I reckon I could just let it go The worst part is that after giving absolutely all I could for her, she couldn't give me a reason why she did it. And then wasn't even willing to try and fight for me to still go over there, so it was just so obvious that I wasn't wanted for whatever reason and decided to stay in the UK
  9. That's one way of putting it!!! Was pretty devastating but just got to brush myself off and get back on track How are you and the ZedShed family? Still got my wheels?
  10. Evening lads and lasses! Been a while since I was last on here - life decided to take me on a bit of a ride and took up almost every hour of my day for a very long time. So apologies to people who tried to get in touch through here and other means Without boring you all, I sold my beloved Zed back in September 2013 as I was planning to move my entire life over to Canada to be with the girlfriend of 5 years, as she'd moved over there with her family earlier in the year. Selling the Zed was heartbreaking but it had to be done, along with selling my flat and qutting my job which put my career on hold until I got out to Canada, which I was planning on doing in January 2014 I'd flown over to Canada to see her in November, lined up an apartment for us, job prospects, engagement ring and basically getting everything ready for my move in January. Not everyday you give your life up to move half way across the world for someone. And I am never moaning about the weather in the UK again after I experienced 2 weeks of snow, when it got to a "nippy" -34 degrees Celcius! So, all set to go right? Wrong...just a few weeks before I was supposed to fly out there, she asked if we could "have a talk". We all know what that means! But I didn't realise it was as serious as it was. She'd been out the night before and slept with a complete randomer, despite only having her engagement ring on for a matter of weeks. Clearly moving your entire life 4,500miles across the world isn't good enough for some people, and of course I won't be going over there to be with someone who doesn't appreciate it! So the last few months have been getting back on track. I bought myself a "cheap runaround" which happened to be a Mazda RX8. Lovely car for £1200, even if she is a bit thirsty on fuel and oil. New job started last week and hopefully able to move out of my nan's place in the next few weeks when I'm able to buy another place All in all, a pretty @*!# time, but I've had massive support from my friends and family around me. I know there are some people on here that have tried to contact me over the past 6 months or so and I can only apologise that I haven't been able to reply or make any efforts to be in touch I'm planning to be at Castle Coombe for Japfest, so will have a look at the Zed stand and say hello Maybe I'll even return back to the Zed badge one day...who knows?!
  11. Oh ye forgot it was this month's picture Car is sold pending collection tomorrow
  12. Im based in Lincoln, but as I said before im very willing to travel I agree however I see yours is a great car and priced well but has been for sale for some time, the two I have already tried to buy with 47k and 52k have sold before I got a weekend to get down and see them! Wouldn't say that 4 weeks is a long time :\ I've had a lot of interest, but unfortunately from people who either can't get the funds together or are waiting to sell their car
  13. She's been treated like a queen so the mileage doesn't matter too much. As the other guys have said, a looked after zed with 100k is better than a badly treated zed with 40k

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