Read this thread in great depth. I have been waiting 8 years for a double organ transplant and am fully aware of depression and its effects.All the advice on here is fantastic and as others have said its a reflection of what a great group of members we have, Personally speaking when I hit my struggles and I am at the hospital for my regular visit I always pop onto the childrens ward. When I look at some of them and how poorly they are but still manage to smile I take stock and think whatever I am suffering there are others tackling bigger things. This could not have been clearer this week when I saw a boy in hospital who was handicapped and all twisted up. Had a big smile on his face and talked to me about the champions league that night. Keep doing positive things and you will get there.
Take Care