Thank you all for your input. This place always manages to bring a smile to my face, I suppose that's one of the reasons why I decided to post on here....
The toughest part for me, is I have always been on my own ever since I can really remember. So talking to people has always been hard for me. To make matters worse, the only people I did used to speak to, have passed away in the last year as well as 2 other friends which doesn't help either
I suppose this has all come from today, I had to say goodbye to my soul mate who moved to Canada to be with her family. This is without a doubt the single hardest thing I have ever had to do. Someone I trusted with my life, and I may never get to see them again
Setting goals with work is something I love doing, so will be looking into that over the coming days. And maybe a change of scenary from my current home, which depresses me with it's memories and problems that always seem to crop up!
Thank you for everyone's supportive words