Thank you guys, it has been a very stressful last few months, and I am not looking forward to the next few. I could have done with 6 months more notice, but alas its not to be. I can only move on, and thats what I`ll do. The Zed is my cherished thing, but everyday that passes sees another reason why it has to go.
Ive been working on my website, getting it updated, doing a few new courses, and maybe I`ll pull through. Time will tell.