we all know what the sensible option is but i'm with you. I'm going through a divorce at the mo and my financial state is dire. I refuse to let the zed go as its my one real pleasure and all the friends i have made through the forum etc have made life a lot more bearable. I work full time and am about to get a second job a couple nights a week to fund the fuel. Some would say thats crazy but for me its worth it. Stick with it and hope it all works out for you.